Love Locked

I'm in love ;$

I didn't realize how much i loved him ..

How my girls used to nag about him made love him more .. Or maybe realize how much i loved him!


It's weird how irrelevant stuff makes u realize how In love you are !


I miss my girls .. Its been so long since we went out, hanged out, or even had a decent talk ..

I've been so busy and occupied ;/ .. I wonder how THEY are .. What THEY're doing?..

we should SERIOUSLY see each other's faces soon! I'm sure they're pissed like Hell from me right now! ;p

I miss our usual hang out .. I miss how I used to piss them off when I say my endless BRBs !

I even miss those moments .. where my heart skips a beat .. The moments I feel my feet lifting-off the ground .. The moments were my eyes sparkle just seeing his name flashes through my phone

I miss how it used to show on my face.. How happy I looked that I could see it in their eyes despite how pissed off they were! Lol

Oh God how I miss them !!!!

I need a dose of MY fav. girls.. at our fav. hangout.. at our usual place.. no commitments/ strings attached!... now why is that so hard?


Loool that post was supposed to be on how much I loved him.. now HOW did it turn up to be how much I missed my friends!?


It seemed I missed them that much;)


I thank my 'girls' for making me forget about my Red Tie for a second lool altho. U guys made me love him more without realizing it, lol

I EVEN miss your annoying Red Tie teasing.. just to have a laugh!


To my lovely girls..

I've missed you ;**

men are from Mars ..

you know when someone tells you a word

and it just sticks on ur mind!

ena how could someone think that way!

what made them think this way?

madre!

I heard a word today ..

by MY sommeone..

MY Red Tie

Spent 2hrs in the shower thinking about it ..

why ?

why would he think this way?

what made him think this way ..?

even if it was a joke ..

aw 3ala gulta "atghashmar atghashmar"

its not something to joke about!

you dont use such a word !..

All men should Know how to communicate with Ladies!

I am definitely Not "wa7ed min el rabe3" !

I know, I know, a relationship has its ups and downs

But i just hate dealing with Barbarians when it comes to women!

at the end of the day he's MY Babarbarian, can't help but feel my heart Flutter at the sound of his voice..

i guess love really is blind!

(Omg! did i actually use the word Love?! )

*siigh*

Did I ?

Second?

It is hard to sleep without hearing ur voice

It is hard to go to college without talking to you

Sometimes I wonder, am I still the spinach you look at and talk to to get your strength, like what popeye do?

If so, why are you doing all this to me?

I am having a hard time understanding you

Your words contradict what you really do, ur actions

Omg! I hate it when women get fooled by a word!
Is there anything we can do about it?!

TELL ME

TELL ME

WHY ..why are you doing all this to me?

Why do I always come 2nd in ur list!

Why I am always # 2!

Don't I deserve to be a priority to you?

Ain't I the girl you …………..?? *as u claim*

Badaitek 3ala rab3i

ahidhum w agoom faj2a 3ashanik

I feel terrible

I am so pissed offffffffff!

Whom shall I tell?

My friends? Haha no way although I wish

I am sure they will hate you or actually blame me

They always say I deserve a better man

And they always ask me 3ala shno et7ibeena!

*yes2ilooooni laaaih a7ibbik 7ubb ma 7abba bashaaaaaar*

Aaaah

NO NO!! i deserve him my dear friends !! i want him !!

Bs mane fahma laish !

A7ad ygoli laish!

*leeeih kitha laaih w shsawaitlik*

Mestaniyaak <3

Usually I meet with the girls everyday ..aw 3ala el aqal yoom w tark ..ma ymer 3alaina sboo3 ela wenteyama3 feeh 3al aqal 3 times !!


on one of the nights, in our usual little spot, ma3a el suwalef wel hai9a wel thi7ek ..


Dina: ooshshshshsh ga9raw 7iskum! Nissaitaw we're in a public space !!!

Hessa: ambeeh kila ansa, killish mo mal yesmi3oon suwalefna elnass ..et'hagain sma3oona? :/

Dina: lool sma3aw suwalefna w bss :P elaaa...

Lamya: weeeeeeeee fashlaaaaaaaaaa *looks around*

Hessa: kila ansa ena fe nass lama akoon weyakum *secretly looking around*

Me: la laa abad mo embayen enkum ga6a3taw el mukan khazz


And we all burst laughing


Faj2a entebaht 3al ghneya that was playing in the backround… it got my attention .. it distracted me from the girls

Hani shaker and Shereen,

him: ana albe kan maloosh makaan, ganbak 7abeeb 7as eb amaan

her: 3aysha eb hawak o emsada'aak , daymaan besho'e mestaneyaak ..


and i thought to myself .. ee wallaah mestaneyaak .. *looking at my mobile screen*


i really love my friends, and i know they hate it when i leave them, but i cant help it, i just cant .. everytime i get up to answer my phone they start shouting and when i get back they start teasing me..

i don't like talking much about it, im not that open.. not in this matter, not even with my friends that i spend each and every night talking to ..


I'll always be "mestaaneyak!* my red tie, when will be the day .. just tell me when will be the day…

*Beep, Beep* and i had to slide ..that was my Que

Yet Another BRB

Madre etha kanat sudfa aw la .. that he was wearing a tie..


no, not any tie .. a Red Tie!! my fav!

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I was sitting there .. enjoying my Chocolate in my little space .. gazing, thinking, is this it ??


The Girls are talking, discussing , but i could hear nothing ...

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My thoughts were interrupted by the beeping of my phone.


Looking down at the screen, I knew that was my Que. .. I picked up my phone o gemt men mokani..


Me: BRB banaat bs shway ...

Girls: LAAAAAAAa mayseeeeeeer,, lemetaa .. Ma saraat?!

*snatching away the Cadbury chocolate from my hand*

Ta3alay, Ma nabee anyone taking you away from us!


..but I Didn't Care, I was already taken away .. in my own world .. the Red Tie world

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the Girls sighed and thought to themselves .. "hatha talee taqdeerik, tejra7ne eb taqseerik .."

..and I guess now everyone is mad at Sanjooba...

Where?!

Where art thou?

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aint' no Cadburry Buttons in this world to KEEP you here?

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NO Red Tie for you, you hear?!

11 pm

BRB

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..thats how it all started